Some days...

Some days I have this very clear sense of why I miss you and what I miss. Some days I have this very vivid picture of you doing something or saying something and it just repeats over and over in my head. Some days every song I hear, every sign I see, every person I meet reminds of you. Some days I pick up my phone to dial a number, any number, to reach you. Some days I laugh out loud for a reason that only you would understand. Some days I tear up and even I don't know why. Some days I think has it really been four years. Some days I want to talk about you to everyone I meet. Some days I look at pictures of you for hours on end. Some days I think I can't miss you more than I do right now...